Memories

     memories. i wonder people call it that. maybe it's something you have to remember and not forget. but i don't like the idea of it sometimes. i feel so sad when i think of the memories between me and the people i love.
those precious moments, every bit of it. the laughter, the conversations, the joy that we shared. every bit of it is like a thin mist. you thought you could grab it but, when you reached forward, you realized that you're reaching for nothing.

     memories never felt enough. you can only look at it and try to imprint it on your mind as best you can so that you'll remember it forever but, that's all you can do. you cannot capture in any other way. not in movies, not in pictures. and what i fear most is that i'm going to forget.

      and sometimes, you'd wish to forget what you remember and remember what you forget.